[Flynn sighs softly, his heart going out for his friend.] You're probably gonna feel that way for a while. Just don't let it paralyze you. You can't changed what happened but you can change how you go on about it.
[He hesitates. It's nothing he really wants to go into but maybe it will help Peter.]
Sometimes... sometimes our decisions are faulty or painful or dangerous. That's just part of who we are, what life is about.
Yeahhh, I... had a lot of things to learn. Being the Librarian was a very new world for me and sometimes I... [His voice grows a little quieter for a moment.] Sometimes I just screwed up.
[He suspects there's something more here than just Sometimes I just screwed up, that sentence made it seem like he lost a book, but if he's saying it right now, and the way he's saying it, is like there's something big behind it...yeah. Must have been bad.]
[This is kinda weird because he's admitting that yeah, he feels really sad and he's going to be sad for awhile but...this helps. Talking to Flynn always helps.]
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I still should have stayed up to keep an eye on her.
[It's muttered, an arguement to no one but his own battered conscience.]
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[He hesitates. It's nothing he really wants to go into but maybe it will help Peter.]
Sometimes... sometimes our decisions are faulty or painful or dangerous. That's just part of who we are, what life is about.
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[Your advice is so good Flynn, it's exactly what he needs to hear.
Weirdly enough, it doesn't feel like something that Blue would say. He rubs his face, and sighs painfully.]
Thanks, man. [It's a genuine, heartfelt sentiment.] You're really good at this.
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And I... I know how you feel.
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[But that gets a a confused look.]
You do?
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He hesitates.]
Yeah. I do. I have...
There are some things I wish I would have done differently.
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You? Really?
...I'm sorry you had to go through that.
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Thanks.
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Does it ever go away? That feeling?
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[Anything else would be a lie and it wouldn't be fair to Peter.]
But it does get better. It really does. And then it just becomes... a part of who you are.
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[That was terrifying, to be honest, even if it did get better.]
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You're more than just your failures, Peter.
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I mean, on paper, I know. But it doesn't feel like it.
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But I think you can do it. I believe in you.
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What did he ever do to deserve such a good friend as you, bro?
Peter rubs his face with one hand, sniffling.]
...thanks, man.
I...uh.
[How to word?]
Just...thank you.
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And hey, if you want to talk or... or if you feel sad or need some distraction, just, you can just call, alright? Always.
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[This is kinda weird because he's admitting that yeah, he feels really sad and he's going to be sad for awhile but...this helps. Talking to Flynn always helps.]
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You can call me anytime, okay?