Yeahhh, I... had a lot of things to learn. Being the Librarian was a very new world for me and sometimes I... [His voice grows a little quieter for a moment.] Sometimes I just screwed up.
[He suspects there's something more here than just Sometimes I just screwed up, that sentence made it seem like he lost a book, but if he's saying it right now, and the way he's saying it, is like there's something big behind it...yeah. Must have been bad.]
[This is kinda weird because he's admitting that yeah, he feels really sad and he's going to be sad for awhile but...this helps. Talking to Flynn always helps.]
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Thanks.
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Does it ever go away? That feeling?
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[Anything else would be a lie and it wouldn't be fair to Peter.]
But it does get better. It really does. And then it just becomes... a part of who you are.
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[That was terrifying, to be honest, even if it did get better.]
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You're more than just your failures, Peter.
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I mean, on paper, I know. But it doesn't feel like it.
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But I think you can do it. I believe in you.
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What did he ever do to deserve such a good friend as you, bro?
Peter rubs his face with one hand, sniffling.]
...thanks, man.
I...uh.
[How to word?]
Just...thank you.
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And hey, if you want to talk or... or if you feel sad or need some distraction, just, you can just call, alright? Always.
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[This is kinda weird because he's admitting that yeah, he feels really sad and he's going to be sad for awhile but...this helps. Talking to Flynn always helps.]
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You can call me anytime, okay?