[PSL] You put that urban fantasy right back where you found it (for zunesareawesome)

[cahooted]

Flynn doesn't get involved.

Not anymore; there had once been a time where he had been involved in many things. Wonderful things, adventurous things – but that time was long gone, that life lay behind him now. It had ended when he had convinced Simone to let him stay with her, to bite and turn him. He had looked forward to a lifetime, no, countless lifetimes, with her, spending eternity together. Had been ready for it, or so he had thought.

After three days, three frightening, wonderful and confusing days with Simone, it had ended. Kubichek had not been killed by the grenade (of course not, that wasn't how vampires died, they should have known, stupid, stupid) and he had come back for his revenge, taking them by surprise. They had defeated him but it had cost Flynn dearly.

Now Simone is gone (forever) and Flynn is more lost than ever before in his life. He has taken refuge in Simone's old hideout, living off the remaining blood bags and postponing finding another place to live that isn't full of painful memories. He has secluded himself in here and here he will stay.

Alone.

He can't go back to the Library, he knows he can't. He turned his back on it and maybe he deserves the earth-shattering loss and loneliness of his rash decision; he has eternity to brood over that question. Part of him wishes he could see Judson and Charlene, just one last time, but he knows he wouldn't be able to face them after letting them down like he did. Sometimes he feels like he's catching Judson out of the corner of his eye, in a mirror, a movement of a reflection that can't be Flynn's, but when he looks there's nothing.

Flynn spends the days reading. About vampires, mostly, trying to catch up on his new existence. Most of the nights he spends reading, too, and really, if it were up to him he would never leave the apartment. But spending all his time reading also means he has to go out from time to time to find new material. Tonight is one of these nights and he already regrets it.

They're werewolves, he's pretty sure. It's like his gift to read people has been transferred to the supernatural and he can sense what these creatures are, can see it in their movements, feel it in the air, he just knows. They haven't changed form, only partially, their eyes gleaming in the moonlight, feral and dangerous and... mean. They have circled someone and Flynn can tell that this someone is a werewolf, too. A werewolf that the others don't seem to like for some reason. At all.

Flynn knows bullies when he sees them. They take their time, circling their victim, sometimes attacking for a punch or a scratch or a bite. Flynn pulls a face as he watches from the shadows of the trees before turning his back on the scene. Whatever. This is stupid. It's not his problem. He will seek out the trader he is supposed to meet for a stack of rare books, go home and hate life. Or unlife. Whatever he is supposed to call himself these days. 'Idiot', maybe. Yes, he thinks he'll go with that.

Flynn doesn't get involved, not anymore.

He makes it two steps back into the underwood, trying to ignore the snarling and growling, before he slows and stops. He closes his eyes, exhaling sharply at the sudden fear of a decision already made, before he turns and, with a gust of a dramatic whoosh ports himself forward and onto the clearing. He miscalculates and stumbles on a stone but thankfully for him the werewolves are too busy with their prey to notice his little mishap.

Or... anything about his dramatic entry really as nobody has even noticed him appear. Well, that was a colossal waste of time and energy? The old-fashioned way then.

"Hey! Leave him alone!"

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[cahooted]

"Yes, they did. I suppose that means you and the others can transform partially. At least with practice, who knows how long these jerks have been doing it. I'm still trying to figure out my own skills, it's ridiculously complicated."

Flynn listens and he can feel his resolve weaken further in the wake of sympathy. That sounds like the worst possible way to turn. "And a couple of days incubation period, alright. That's another clue that might help getting us on the right track. It might take me a while, though, these books don't really come with an index."

Keeping a lookout for more unwanted attackers he leads them back into the city and to his – Simone's – apartment. He's even attentive enough to buy some take-out for Peter along the way. His fridge isn't exactly well-stocked these days, even though he does enjoy to nibble on some real food now and then.

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"Dude. Transform partially? You mean like, on purpose? How can anybody practice...that?" It seemed beyond him. Why would anyone want to? Well, maybe in a fight or something. Teeth and claws were a pretty big advantage. "Oh! That's right, do you have superpowers? Can you turn into a bat?"

"Gross. That makes it sound like a disease. Which it probably is," a grumble.

Peter's stomach is growling just as much as his wolf side when he enters the place. It's super thoughtful of Flynn. But all thoughts of food disappeared when he entered. It smelled like vampire, if that's what that scent that set him off was, and his instincts were going absolutely haywire when he entered. It's a nice place, really, but he's frozen only a few steps into the apartment, his eyes turning gold again.

Den. Enemy. Danger. Trap.

No, this was stupid.

One foot in front of the other. He was certain by now this wasn't a trap--he'd be dead or captured already.

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"Yes, I do." He sounds entirely unenthusiastic about it. Really, he'd give them up in a heartbeat if he could just undo everything. And since he doesn't go out because he doesn't want to hunt people it's not like they do him any good anyway. "No. I don't think so? I haven't tried. I guess I could hang from a tree upside down and pretend to be one but why would I want to? It just makes me dizzy."

Entering the apartment Flynn drops the take-out on the table. "I'll go see if I have some ice for your face there..." he starts, turning around...

... and winces back, drawing in a sharp breath when he stumbles backwards against one of the antique chairs, banging his hip painfully on its edge. "Ooookay. Eyes. You're, uh, you're doing the eye thing? What does that mean, does that mean anything?"

Looks like Peter's not the only one who's nervous here.

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"Dude, that would be awesome if you could. You have to try! Superpowers are fantastic!" He sounds extremely excited about this. He may be having a real sucky time right now but people, even dead people, with superpowers is just too cool.

"Eyes?" He frowns, he's concentrating very hard on not bolting or trying to scramble under a table or something. Or worse, attack. He didn't think he would, the instincts were begging him to get out of here. "Sorry, I just--" His voice is a little distorted, there's a gruff texture to his words, a growl in his throat. His teeth felt crowded again, his canines probably lengthened again on both his top and bottom teeth. "It's the scent, it's--there's something telling me it's dangerous. You're dangerous. This place is dangerous."

...except how dangerous can this guy be? He just tripped.

[cahooted]

Flynn straightens up quickly and dusts himself off in search for some dignity. The growly voice is disconcerting and his heart would be hammering in his chest by now – if it were still beating. Nevertheless, just because he doesn't have a pulse that can pick up doesn't mean he can't feel fear.

"It's probably your instincts reacting to, uh... me." Flynn watches him uneasily. "You're not gonna attack me, are you?" Backing off a little, just in case.

"I'm not dangerous." He sounds stunned, almost perplexed by the idea. "I have a freezer full of blood bags like the world's most ridiculous Capri Sun collection. I don't even want to be a vampire."

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That seems to shake Peter out of it. Even his inner wolf is baffled. He still sounds growly, but it's laced with confusion and curiousity.

"You smell dangerous. This place smells like a death-trap." He squints, and then rubs his face. Calm the hell down, Peter, he chastised himself. The dude was only trying to help. He takes a couple of deep breaths, before he can feel his instincts settle. The longer he's here without being attacked, the less of an effect they had on him. Clearly he was safe.

"I'm sorry, man. No, I'm not gonna attack you," he rubs his eyes again as if that would help, but they remain gold, as he's still slightly on edge. "How'd you become a vampire, anyway?" His tone is sympathetic, considering what he's been through himself.

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"A death-trap?" Flynn echoes. "Okay, now it's getting a bit rude? I let in air every night." He ducks his head to sniff at his sleeve. "How does dangerous even smell like, is it like a musky smell? Oh God, I don't smell dead or rotten, do I?!"

That would be so embarrassing. Like going to class and not noticing the sweat stains under your armpits until someone points them out.

But it's a relief when Peter tells him he won't attack. He just hopes the wolf will agree with him. "It's a long story. Bottom line? I was stupid. And in love." Going through the freezer he comes up with several ice packs that he puts on the table next to the food. "Thought I was alone – I wasn't. Thought I was unhappy with my life – turns out I wasn't either. But it took me to become this to realize it and now, well, now it's too late."

[zunesareawesome]

"No, it doesn't smell like actual death, it smells like the walls and ceiling are probably going to suddenly grow spikes and close in on me." As if that was any more helpful. "It's...well, a little musky, I guess." A shrug.

"It's kind of hard to explain, it's more the feeling associated with the smell than the smell itself. No, you don't smell rotten. It's just--it's sort of a wrongness, to it? Maybe it's a rival predator thing?"

He rifles through the plastic and paper of the takeaway, taking out containers, before gratefully takes an ice pack. "Thanks, man." He lifts one up before slapping it to his face and gritting his teeth with a hiss of pain. Stupid wolves. What jerks. He's still holding it to his face as he turns towards Flynn with an understanding nod.

"Ah. I gotcha. You thought you were gonna live forever with someone. I mean, if vampires actually do live forever and it's not just a legend."

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"Oh. That's not too bad I guess?" Smelling like a death chamber, that's a new one and he can't help but grin. "I was in a room like that once! Looked very different from this place, though."

He moves to sit with Peter, poking at one of the containers. Should he eat with him? He's not in the mood but maybe it would be rude not to.

"Yeah, we do. Or at least for a very, very long time. Centuries." Flynn flops down on the chair with a soft, unhappy sigh. "She tried to warn me, you know? Convince me that it was a bad idea. But I didn't listen. Thought I was right, as usual. I was very used to being right all the time."

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"Wait, What? For real?" Peter looks both excited and incredulous. "You're kidding. What are you, Indiana Jones?"

Peter looks over at Flynn, and pokes one of the containers in his direction. "Can vampires eat regular food? Come on and dig in, man. Thanks again for this, by the way. S'real nice of you." He's just going to...tear open a container and dig in himself like a feral animal. But he does go for the meat first, his appetite has increased greatly and was near-ravenous as the full moon approached. It worries him, a super hungry wolf is a bad idea.

"So..." he mumbles through a mouthful of food. He wipes his face with the back of a hand. "So you're kinda stuck like this forever?"

[cahooted]

"No, I... I used to travel a lot. Before." His voice becomes wistful for a moment. "I traveled all over the world. It was a really exciting life."

At Peter's insisting Flynn takes the container after all, picking up a plastic fork and poking the food some more. But there is something nice about eating in company so he eventually shoves a bite into his mouth. "I can eat, yeah. I don't have to? I don't get hungry so it's more of an indulging kind of thing. It still tastes good but you wouldn't believe how much less satisfactory that is when it doesn't also satiate you or give you energy."

Moving on to the more loaded question. Coming to think of it, this conversation progresses awfully quick into the personal territory. But strangely enough, Flynn doesn't mind; it feels good to finally be able to talk with someone about all this.

"I am. Well, unless someone cuts off my head or I decide to end my own life but I'm way too much of a coward for that."

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"Oh yeah? What'd you do? That sounds really cool! I mean, most people who travel the world don't end up in death chambers..." a grin.

There's a pause. He suddenly looks extremely thoughtful.

"Do you still poop?"

Sorry, Flynn, he's...like this.

His brows furrow as he digs through his food. "But...you can see so much. Flying cars. Space travel. Oh man, I've always wanted to go into space. Be an astronaut or something. I don't know, you sound pretty lucky. Besides the whole being dead thing."

[cahooted]

"I was... a scholar. I went to old archaeological places to examine them. Some came with defense mechanisms." He might be open about his vampire existence but the Library is a different matter.

Flynn gives him a pointed look. "No. And don't ask me where the food goes because I don't know. Maybe I have super acid in my stomach."

As if to put emphasis he pokes the fork back into the food. "I guess. And I finally have the time to learn everything that I wanted to learn. There is just so much out there, you know?" He props his chin up on his hand. "But it's also very lonely. I can only go out at night. And I don't even like the dark? And all the other vampires I met so far were... well. I don't want to sound judgmental but... jerks?"

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Peter whispers, in awe. "That's totally what Indiana Jones does..."

That just makes him even more curious. "You mean it doesn't go anywhere?! That's so weird. I mean, acid makes just as much sense as anything." He can't even imagine what it's like not to go poop so he sits there a moment, eating thoughtfully.

"You'll be so smart. Like the smartest, super-est genius if you learn all the things there are to learn over a bazillion years," he sounds fascinated. But he looks concerned at the next part. "I forgot about the...you seriously can't be in the sun? Don't you miss it?" It does sound terribly lonely. "Well, if they act like anything the way you guys smell like, then s'yeah. Not surprised."

[cahooted]

Flynn wants to interject and point out all the ways in which he isn't like Indiana Jones but that would open the discussion for a lot of complicated and uncomfortable subjects. Like the Library. And not being able to use a whip. So he skips the remark. And the poop one, too, he really thinks he has indulged Peter enough in that department.

"I knew someone like that. He was really old and very wise but I never had a chance to ask him about it. Never realized how smart he must have been or just how much he must have seen."

Another sigh. "Yeah, I miss it a lot. Actually I was surprised just how much I missed it. I was always kind of like... a stay-at-home and read kind of guy. But once you can't actually experience it anymore you realize just how much you liked it after all?"

[zunesareawesome]

He's still suspicious about your Indiana-Jones-esque thing going on here, Flynn, but he'll let it go for now.

"It's kinda exciting, if you think about it. Maybe you can find your guy, again. At least you won't be alone?" It was just a thought. If someone was old and wise they'd probably be nice.

"Dude. I can't imagine..." he sits back, licking the sauce off a thumb. Bad manners, not because of any canine tendencies. "I can't even imagine what it must be like to just...not see the sun ever. For millions of years."

He's quiet a moment.

"This whole supernatural critter thing isn't fair to any of us."

[cahooted]

"I don't think he wants to see me." Really, why would Judson even look his way? Flynn turned his back on him and the Library in the worst possible way. He wants nothing more than to seek the man out and apologize but the thought alone makes his face heat up with shame. Which is remarkable, considering he doesn't have a pulse. "Maybe... maybe someday."

Shaking his head he leans back to study Peter, searching his eyes for another trace of gold. "So what about you? Tell me more about your..." He waves his hand around. "Supernatural critter thing."

He gestures back to the shelves and piles of books that fill the apartment. "Maybe I can figure something out."

[zunesareawesome]

That...sounded like something sad happened between them? "You should, man. You never know."

His eyes remained their original color...for now...as he picked over his food. They widened in excitement, though, as he glanced over at the books. He wiped his dirty hands on his jeans (there are napkins, Peter).

"Ooh! Okay, yeah! So it all started when I stopped to help this guy with a flat tire. Middle of nowhere, close to a swamp--everything's close to a swamp here, but this like, was basically in the woods. I stopped my bike and this dude was super thankful, cause he couldn't get a signal on his phone. Then outta nowhere, we hear this growling? Dude, it was scary. Like, I was expecting it to be monsters." His excitable tone trailed into seriousness, as he glanced down a second. "Well, they actually were. I still don't know if they were trying to hunt us, or if it was an accident and it was like, a roving werewolf war, but all of a sudden there were wolves or giant coyotes, I didn't know what was going on. One of them pounced on me, bit me here."

To demonstrate, he took off his jacket and pulled down his collar on his t-shirt, to show a massive scar on his shoulder. It looked old and well-healed, despite its recent formation.

"I shoulda gone to the hospital, but I was so out of it. Dunno how I got home. And then I told you what happened...it wasn't even the full moon when I first changed. Just after...I guess your 'incubation' period." He makes air quotes, leaving his jacket off and lying on a chair. He was a bit more comfortable now.

"I thought I was going crazy. I remembered...some of it. Changing. God, it was painful. Like being torn apart and put back together." His brows furrow. "I didn't believe it, thought I was dreaming. But then I saw bits of fur, claw marks...and then of course, I could smell and hear way better than I ever could before. So that was kind of like...yeah. There's something going on here. I ended up asking questions at some of the bars, just...see if anyone knew anything. Found a girl who told me to shut up about it, but she was one of them. I could scent it. It was so weird, I just knew. She said I was a 'lone wolf' and...she had the eyes, golden eyes. I tried to talk to her more but her boyfriend--who was also a wolf--didn't take kindly to that." He picked at what was left of his food. "They took me out back, and...forced me to change. I don't know how they did it, they beat me up until I just...Hulked out. But I remember a lot of...that. They would have killed me if I hadn't run away."

[cahooted]

"Yeah, maybe."

Flynn is glad about the change in subject and his attention shifts to listen closely to everything Peter is telling him. He pulls a face at the scar but leans forward nevertheless to inspect it. Every little detail could be important here.

"So you're not limited to the full moon. That's actually a good sign, you know? In the stories where people only change during the full moon they often don't even remember being in their wolf form. The ones where change happens at other times, there's often an element of control. Maybe you can learn to control it." It's a small comfort but maybe a comfort nevertheless.

"I'm sorry they were being such jerks to you. That must have been difficult." At least Flynn had had Nicole to help him through the first stages of fear and confusion. The idea that some random vampires had found him instead and beat him up is... distressing.

He props his hand up on his chin. "So you can recognize other werewolves. And vampires, apparently. I recognized you too, actually. I didn't smell it but I just... sensed it? I don't know. I just knew."

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"Really? You think I could actually control it?" It seemed like...that made a lot of sense, the way the other wolves behaved. He'd seen movies and stuff like what Flynn's described, and it was feeling more like... "In the movies, only-full-moon types were pretty much regular people most of the time. But the wolves I've seen, and like, what it seems like to me is that you feel like a wolf all the time. It never goes away." He trails off, not sure if that's better or worse. Control at the price of your humanity in general.

"I did change during the last full moon, though. The whole...about three days before and after was just...it was hard to think. It was like the wolf was completely in charge, even during the day. I was aggressive, gettin' into fights, craving meat."

He looked slightly embarrassed at that. "Yeah. Well, thanks, I mean...I'm used to being able to take care of myself. I've been pretty good at winning fights. But they...they're so strong. Not used to that."

"That's really cool. Maybe you're psychic?" A shrug as he leans more comfortably in his seat. "Yeah, it's through scent. It's so strong, I can't miss it. Puts me on edge, too."

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"So it's both," Flynn muses. "A hybrid kind of thing. When the moon isn't out you're more on the human side, with a little wolf to control and when the moon comes out... rawr." He brings his hands up again in a (bad) imitation of claws.

"That's okay. The first time I ran into vampires I was drawing all the short straws, believe me." Maybe he still would, if he ran into some these days, but he prefers not to think about that. Or run into other vampires. Or go out, why did he go out tonight again?

"Don't worry, you're probably gonna be as strong as they are some day. We just have to figure out how your powers work. I'll do some digging, I have a couple of ideas where to look now."

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"Yeah! Exactly! A pause, as he wondered if vampires had claws. He made a note to ask. "A lot of...that." He pointed at the (bad) imitation of claws. "Lots of rawr."

"Are there a lot of vampires? Are the cliches true?" He leans forward, curious. "I mean, are they all aristocratic and run in these elaborate families?" Considering how badly their scent set him off, he's sure they're all incredibly dangerous.

"I hope so. Powers, huh?" He can't help but smile a little at that. Made him sound like a superhero. Of course, a superhero that got really hairy sometimes. "That would be awesome man, thanks. This is...I've been pretty lost for awhile." He sounds utterly grateful. This guy wasn't anything like he'd ever expect a vampire to be like. If he had a tail, it'd be wagging right now. His inner wolf was curiously pleased. New friend? He hasn't had real friends in...a long time.

[cahooted]

"I think I get like that when I don't drink blood. But I haven't tried it and I don't want to. Definitely not before I know more about myself." The risk of actually hurting someone is just too high. Killing someone – or turning them? Flynn can hardly think of anything worse than that.

"No. Some do." He shrugs. "They've been around for a very long time so of course they have networks and everything. Or were aristocrats back in the centruy when they got turned. Not too many of those around anymore, you know?"

Peter's excitement and gratitude is touching and Flynn smiles. It feels good to have done something for someone. It's nice to be able to talk about all the things bottled up inside. It's nice to have company and not be... alone. Part of him feels a little alarmed at the situation because he shouldn't. Don't get used to it, a little warning voice in his head tells him. But it's hard. "Don't worry about it."

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"Y'know, it's probably bad to say but I kinda wanna see what that looks like in action. I mean, besides what we already saw with you and those jerks." A mischievous grin. "In a safe environment with safety measures and stuff. Of course. But it'd be kinda cool to see." His inner wolf would probably not be happy about that, but he's seen entirely too many movies not to find it kinda awesome.

"That's a little disappointing, I gotta admit. I'm sorta expecting an elaborate, underground vampire society going on here. Maybe even secretly running governments? Maybe there's a secret league of vampires in charge of the UN? Descended from ancient royalty or something?" Yes. Entirely too many movies watched. He has an Imagination and he's not afraid to use it.

Peter leans back again, trying to play it cool, but he's just suddenly so happy that a few friendly wolf-whines escape from the back of his throat. He immediately turns, coughs and covers his mouth, his eyes wide. "That did not just happen--"

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"Like an experiment?" Flynn doesn't look too happy about the idea but it would be important and helpful to know his limits. So far he hasn't tested the waters much because... well. Because he's alone and it's too risky. What if he loses control and nobody is around to stop him? To keep him in check? But with Peter nearby, maybe he could...

No. No, it's stupid and reckless. He can't endanger the other man like that. Not when he was confused and searching and alone, still getting used to this existence.

"Maybe I just haven't met them yet." Or the other vampires decided to leave him alone after killing Dracula. Flynn frowns. Do people really think he ripped his head off? It's not a reputation he wants. Sure, it might mean that a lot of people might leave him alone - but it might also mean that a lot of people might seek him out in serach for a challenge. Maybe he should find out what the word on the street actually is.

But then Peter's sound interrupts his thought process and he looks up, blinking and utterly flabbergasted. "What... what was that?"