[Peter's not very good at dealing with...this. And he's had too many losses, and they were all stacking up. He thought he'd held it together, and like what Bluestar said, he was the leader, he had to be strong for the group, to cheer them up, he had to pull a Captain Kirk but right now he didn't think he could even be strong for himself. Talking to Flynn's always helped, he'd been able to share things with him that he never thought he'd share with anybody.

And for this to happen on the heels of him coming back from such a horrifying fate himself, and all the other things the town's dumped on him, it's just...too much.]

I wasn't there for him. [It's a broken sound to his voice, almost a sob, that he's trying very hard to suppress.] I should have been there and I wasn't.