It's just the job, Peter. It's too dangerous, at some point it catches up with you. I mean, I'm definitely trying to hold out as long as possible? And I want to say I'm doing pretty good at the moment but it is what it is.

[He smiles a little at his friend's offer to help him train.]

It's okay. I had doubts about it once but that's in the past. I want this. I really do, you know?

[It's what makes being here so painful. He had finally been so ready to accept all of it, even the loneliness of his purpose, and then had been whisked away to this place. It just wasn't fair.]

How does he do it? I don't know. [Flynn exhales. It's not like he hasn't asked himself the very same question, it's not like he didn't have doubts that maybe Judson was just being kind to make the short time he has more bearable. But Flynn doesn't believe that.]

I just... I like to think we're worth it somehow.

[He pauses briefly.]

And I think that's how you feel about your friends, too. You should talk to them. I'm sure they'll understand.