zunesareawesome: (Concerned)
Peter Quill ([personal profile] zunesareawesome) wrote in [personal profile] cahooted 2017-12-20 03:29 am (UTC)

cw: suicidal ideation

Pretty much, yeah. [A slight shrug.]

I really don't want to become a butthead so I'll hold you to that. [He's super serious. This is the Anti-Butthead Friendship Clause, Flynn.]

You saw me when I was at maximum a-holeness. Who's to say I won't turn out that way if--when--you guys-- [This was really hard to say.] I mean, this isn't like vampirism where I could just be like, 'hey, sucks to be you but I'm gonna take you with me into eternity!' [This would be so much easier if it was like that. Not that he'd do it without other people's permission...but it would be nice knowing the possibility was here.]

Just... [I don't want to lose you guys.] I don't know. They saw me when I was with my dad and had powers and I was kind of an asshole then too, I didn't think about what it meant to...I gave it up, he said I would be like everybody else. I didn't mind, y'know? But maybe he was lying or maybe he just didn't know because this hasn't happened before, I mean, a Celestial having a kid with actual Celestial DNA...

[Sorry, he's a total mess right now. He's been a mess since it happened.]

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